Friday, July 19, 2013

A Pause is not a Stop

So yesterday didn't go off, yoga-wise. I got up (almost) when intended, but when I got outside, I realized the grass was actually too wet to do yoga without a mat that early in the morning, so I brought my practice inside where I quickly remembered that I must use a mat inside. By that point, The Man was coming down, time was getting short (I worked yesterday), and I also felt hungry, so I aborted until after work, which would have been fine, really, except that I didn't realize I was working until 1:30, not 11:30. So after six and a half hours of wrangling special needs kids and getting home during the hottest part of the day, yoga just didn't happen.

And that's okay. Lesson number one for starting a new habit is believing that missing one time doesn't "ruin" anything or mean that you've failed, or that you have to start over. Of course, with anything physical too big a break does mean you'll have to go back a few steps, but that's okay too. It's all about the process. And not giving up.

Today, even though things didn't go off quite as planned schedule-wise, I did my practice. I'm concerned about making my morning practice work with having a "real" job (I came in and sat down at the computer to blog immediately post practice, long after I would have been at work), but that will come with time and...practice (see what I did there?). I'm also concerned about convincing myself to do sun salutations before the sun is up (I'm a pedant...sue me). Right now, that's generally fine, I could work my morning schedule around Lugh's appearance, but what about in the fall and winter? On days when I have to be at work at 7:30 and sunrise is at 7:28 practicing at/after sunrise isn't going to happen. I think I just need to get over that one.

Doing four rounds of Surya Namaskara felt about the same fatigue/effort-wise as doing two. Laying in Savasana I felt like my heart rate actually returned to normal a bit more quickly, although trying to keep my mind still whilst three flies buzzed around me in what sounded like quite the mating frenzy was difficult. I am rather excited to do my six tomorrow and see how it feels.

I also need to look at an evening practice... But enough speculating, my intention for my practice today was productivity. Time to go make that happen.

Namaste'

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